Monday, November 29, 2004
confirmation camp is over!
zhewei was right. u'll wish tt it cudve lasted longer! i dun tink i got v close with my grp la but i did get closer to jade jaslyn sharlene listya jocelyn and etc. i cant get v much closer to mel alr haha im close to her alr! =) but i got to noe the names of a lot of pple so tts gd i s'pose?
funny things happened la but i shant say if not pple will get embarrassed haha hm we had healing on the first nite and confessions on the 2nd nite. healing was super memorable i swear ive nv cried so hard in public before. jade din feel anything?? hard heartd person! haha i bet more dan 3/4 of the pple cried like mad la! after tt we had letters from our parents. jaslyn's letter had a pix of her! so cute! haha! every1's letter was v touching and again pple cried.. the whole atmosphere was just so like touching.
the confession pt was okay la. the priest i had tried to ask me qns cz i forgot the whole prayer n stuff u supp to do during confessions? i onli rmbr the telling of the sins part =T haha feedback fr jo got from the priests was "they dunno the procedures" or smth liddat la. haha so it appears i wasn the onli one =))
nites were damn fun! 1st nite every1 was too tired to do much. the 2nd nite was super fun! i was stringing my shoelaces (in vain) cz i had to take em off for the game. anw after tt we went to explore the church at nite! did dumb things la. den after tt we went back to the rm (no one was in it!) at like 130 and did a sgp idol rendition haha sharlene was damn high! jaslyn was damn sleepy haha. after tt we were forced to slp blahh
9:07 PM;
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
ytd was gr8! din slp the nite b4. i was playing bejeweled =T haha anw. last nite i watched vcd! okay for the whole day i watchd tv! felt so lazy i was jsut lying on my bed all day long watching vcds hahaa finished qian long da di. the ending is super sad and lame. blah i shudn've even startd on it la. blah tried watchg the vcds my tutor got me. the quality is so horrible and the plot is so cliche la. i was like predictg the plot HAHA and i was correct 8 times outta 10. muahaha i can b director alr! =)
den i watchd the tian ji bian! the hk "movie" the first one was good! the 2nd one was kinda err.. i was trying to figure out the whole story. but qt okay la. the martial arts were damn good. hahaha and i like edison chen! hes so darn cute! haha its kinda slow but i kept gettg him mixed up with eason chen.
today i had tuition. chem. i tink my tutor is qt disorientated smetimes. the way he tot tday was like. he takes the pen and pts to the tb. go erm *cough* erm *cought* den he nods his head a lil bit and asks me "do you understand?" HAHA i tot it would b useless to tell him i din understand the whole lesson so i just said "ya" haahah i tink he got qt fed up with marking my tys haha i did the whole of metals cz i felt guai tt day. then he refused to check the ans sheet. not like theres one or anything la.
watchd hot chicks just now. always tot i wudn like it ahha but it was GR8! i shall buy the vcd! its so funny and sweet hahaahha =)
oh and cz ytd i was so addictd to the tv. i didn want to eat (or slp) so i just stayed in my rm all day long. which means tt i din eat! =)) my wt dis morning was 52! congratualate me pple! ive lost 4KG since i startd dietg dis yr! yay! =)) buti just binged at dinner. ate the whole plate of meat haha but nvm la. i can stay in my rm and do tt again. i tink i will lose more wt! =))
9:06 PM;
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
yay. its 810 in the morning! GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! i feel so "energetic"!
startd to study last nite. and becz of my long long nap in the afternoon. i din slp! did history ALL THE WAY. funny thing is tt it was interestg. haha. rite. BUT the good thing is. the sleepless nite did me good! i lost 500g despite eatg so much ytd. HAHA but anw. tday is a new day! and it signifies HOPE tt i WILL keep to my diet.
pple lose wt wen their sick. i tink i gain wt la. the stupid anitbiotics nid me to eat b4 i take it. so i haf to take in extra food! either i eat super late so i can eat my antibiotic or i wake up early (eg. today) and haf a cup of milo. sit down in front of the computer and eat my pill. blah so confusing.
i tink later i will go down to the hairdresser. the gel n wax 4rm ytd is still stuck there la. i tink i spent like half the bottle of shampoo washing my hair alr. STILL it won't come out =( so its the hairdresser's for me after chinese tuition. oh shit? i hate chinese now. i shudn b chinese. i shud b some other race. any race. being chinese makes it COMPULSORY for u to LEARN the language and i swear the language is srsly gettg on my nerves. IF i have to take it AGAIN in jc. i will FREAK. really. i HATE CHINESE. then why am i where i am now? becz of the 2 pts off o'levels AND that 2 pts better make a difference or else i will jump of the building n a fit of anger! =\
i shall do the thing bored pple love doing. i tink.
MY GOALS FOR THE DAY.
1. stay awake during tuition
2. try to cancel tuition nx week by coming up with some lie or whatever
3. head down to town after tuition and CLEAN my hair
4. be un-bored
5. DON'T eat until i haf to take my medicine again
6. minial movement so i wun burn so much and i wun get hungry so quickly
7. stay awake!
8. study math?
9. drink a lot of water! (get well soon)
10. walk the dog.
haha so contradicting! im supp to minimize movement while walking simba down to macritchie. rightttt. i tink i shall do this goal thing all thru the hols. at least ill haf smth to do and not just bore myself to death like xinhui hahaha! ada's at obs =( but shes always online? weird. for some reason. im looking forward to my camps this hol. EVEN if its church camp. at least i get to go out n do smth with pple. and not lock myself in my room and isolating myself from everyone else. i tink church camp is gg to b super boring. BUT with mel, jade ,jaslyn and sharlene. HAHA im not so sure. but im qt sure there will b talks and i know for a fact tt im gg to fall aslp. i cant even stay awake during lessons! and its not as if i WANT to slp. i just cant help it. it comes so naturally to me.
when a boring person talks-----> sleep
8:00 AM;
Monday, November 22, 2004
im bored! haha xinhui's bored too. but im bored-er! after the hockey match tday and after clare n zw left. i went to bathe and slp! i tink some of the gel is still stuck on my hair even tho i washed it A LOT. used so much shampoo but it wun come off! i shall go to the hairdresser soon. i tink my hair is gg to drop if i dun do smth quick!
had tuition den ATE. why? cz i had to medicine and i nid to eat b4 that.s hit. i ate fried rice la. HAHA my mum cooked for my dad. i tink i noe how to cook tt alr. i shall try tmr =) clare can b my guinea pig ahahaha!
hm looked through my foto album just now. HAHA my discovery? my hair SUCKS. not this yr la. im qt contented with my hair now. as in before i cut it. in sec1 and a bit in sec 2. they look like dog ears la. tt hair + glasses and ill b a certified NERD. i looked as tho i din cut my hair is a gazillion yrs or smth. esp tt pic wif et and daniel ong! ahahahahahahahha i kept luffing at it. i look so. eeee. *hair stand*
its amazing how pple haf changed btwn sec2 and 3! so diff. i look like a babarian with long hair. you know those stone age women. just tt i dun tie my hair up. haha i tink i got supercuts to thank for my change? haha na. they screwed it up n i looked like a lian. cant rmbr where i got my hair cut short. hahaha but i was : wen i saw it. haha! and i hated it!
10:50 PM;
Saturday, November 20, 2004
jade jaslyn and mel came over tday! baked rocky road and orange shortbread! it was very successful! =) i baked brownies the other day! it was successful too! i shall bring some on monday =))
went to see the doctor tday. sore throat and runny nose. =T ahah and the confirmation camp is wad nx week?
walked simba just now. ahha his stamina improved! walked him all the way down to the petrol kiosk. he wasn THAT tired wen he got back! but i was tired? as in mentally. ahaha duno y. but i still walked him. =) its 730 and i feel like just jumping into bed and slping till tmr.
im gg to church tmr =) i tink i will kip doing it! dun wanna lose contact with jade and jaslyn! they're such nice pple haha =)) jaslyn hates confirmatn camp but im looking forward to it! haha not the content of the camp tho. im just looking forward to the 3 days with no parents shit. haha yay!
7:26 PM;
Friday, November 19, 2004
I LOVE DIANA.
RED ROCKS.
-ON REQUEST MADE BY DIANA LEE JUN YING
11:26 PM;
omg. how can sly get in instd of olinda! she was like SO MUCH better dan him ytd lor. its all ken's fault. go n say tt ah beng ah lian shit. wa lao. dam wadever lor! sgp is BLIND. now taufik CONFIRM will win alr lor. and i dun want him to win =(
9:00 PM;
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
i bought my confirmation dress tday! FINALLY. its not perfect la. cz its on me. BUT i bought a nice shawl to cover all the bad parts up. which is my short waist. not tt i have one la. haha im gg to start complaing soon so i shall stop. but overall its qt nice u noe! =) tts the gd part la.
stayed at home tday. it wasn so bad. ytd was horrible. so boring. haha xinhui is v bored too! she im-ed me. told me she dunno how she gna survive the hols haha! =) tday i STUDIED chem. i tink im gg to study this hol. the o levels are freaking me out. theres like so much to do. so lil time =T
5:23 PM;
Monday, November 15, 2004
i dun like staying at home! its so BORING. ive walked the ENTIRE house god noes how many times. AND ive said tt word so many times im getting irritated. mum gave me this talk abt how i shud not feel bored at home?? hhaa blame my dad. he feels tt way too. hes been lying on tt sofa watchg dvds since 2 in the afternoon la. so i supposedly got tt gene from my dad. the gene of cannot-stay-at-home. =T
just one day at home and i cannot take it. i studied half a chapt of chem tday. did the tys. and finished reading the da vinci code. gosh. spent the rest of the time pacing the hse and looking for recipes. but theres not pt cooking. im not gna eat it. im on diet. ahha can gif it to my dad. hes so bored he can eat all of my horrible cooking. =)
oh and after reading claudio's blog. my new aim for life is. (his is an equation. i shall b original and put it in words instead) study hard and get a good job so tt all the money will come rolling in and i can go shopping till the day i die. which presumably will def be b4 i reach 45. haha my age limit seems to b increasing! it was 30 at first. then 40 and now. its 45.
and i realised tt i like gg town A LOT. even tho nth there interests me. and im alone. haha i just like walking there. haha i supp its cz i nid to satisfy my materialistic soul =) all mel's fault. SHE influenced me.
oh no. im still bored. shit.
7:24 PM;
the holidays are getting very boring now. ive walked town so many times its becoming boring. trying on white dresses from confirmation just gets me really sad and staying at home with absolutely nth to do is boring =( im becoming like xinhui =T
ytd went town with mel, jade and jaslyn! we tried on white dresses. jade and mel looked shit good la. jaslyn looked fine but she thinks she looks fat. (no u dun!) and i? HAHA the stupid hump on my back MAKES sure tt i wear a LARGE? which is obviously too big or too long. so im fat and short. HAHAHA i hate dresses. i tink im going to wear a shirt n skirt. now to find a plain white shirt =T
tmr mum is gg shopping with me! my last chance to get a dress. if not. its skirt n shirt for me! =( hm wed and friday im gg out. friday im gg for a half clique lunch at seoul garden! gna put back all the wt i lost =( haha but nvm it'll b fun . i hope. blah tts all??? thurs im staying home. sat and sunday im staying home. shit. i tink. ill just go and hang out in the club. its the only "new" place now. prob go there. sit down and stone. =(
dafnie's gna do double session training from thurs onwards! muahaha so guai =)
1:44 PM;
Saturday, November 13, 2004
job shadowing this week! worked in the cocoa trees with clare n diana! =) damn fun!
on monday we were like sitting ard and counting things tt they wantd us to count. clare proved herself to b a lousy chopper and i am a lousy counter. mrs loo was nice enough to give us free chocolates! after tt the 3 of us met mel and jael in paragon. went out for mel's bdae dinner! ate dim sum at ding tai fung! we were like so cautious la. scared no money to pay haha.
on tues we did packing in the storeroom. diana was taping the sides of the rittersport casing. i would then put em nicely into the plastic thingy. and clare wud fold the boxes and put the plastic thingy (with the chocolates on it) into the box. wen it got too slow i helpd clare to fold boxes! altho its like smth u nid use ur brain AT ALL. its like surprisingly tiring. my face was like damn black wen i got home. haha i bought some chocolates b4 i left too! its chocolate coated strawberries. dunno y pple say its not nice? the 3 of us love em!
on wed we went to the airport at SEVEN IN THE MORNING MIND YOU. did stock taking. once again i proved myself a horrible counter. i kept losing count! so i wud just anyhow count. haha again i bought chocoalte. bought toggi bars. my new fav choc! (in place of kit kat) its like a hundred times better! swiss chocolate =)
thurs had match vs vjc so we had leave from "work"
friday (today) we had to split up cz they din want 3 pple in a shop. clare was in paragon. dee was in tanglin and i was in suntec! we all had fun despitebeing alone in the shop ahha. i like being a salesgirl altho i got dao-ed so many times. cant bliff it lor. some pple just wun acknowledge u. im like wth? i say "good afternoon!" and TRY to act frenly. HA. their reactn? look at me. and turn away. waa v big shot la. but some pple were v nice! tts the good part la. haha the person i tink is in charge of the shop, she taught me how to b a cashier! i ALMOST made a dam waddever mistake haha lucky she was there. if not. we wud haf to pay for it! but other then tt. evrythg went relatively well! i sold 8 bars of alcoholic chocolate to this jap guy! hes so cute u noe! short short, fat fat. the type u wud expect to see in a pub. then he tried to explain to me wad he wantd in his broken eng ahah! i felt so accomplished after tt!
my mum came and picked me up! i was supp to take a bus but she came! felt so touched! she bought chocolate too =D den she was so nice she was like"mam can i buy thiss?!" hahaha i was so shocked to see her! almsot burst out luffing! after tt i went for the talk. signed up for it so ill be gone for 10 days in dec. but i managed to arrange special thingys so tt i can attend my confirmatn and send mel off! =)
tmr im going to the GYM. cant stand it. i ate like 3k calories tday. god. thx to tt choco mousse i had during lunch haha i tink. i cannot handle my $ well. dad was "lecturing" me. ahha he din see why i had to eat at marche for lunch ahha too bad. i wantd to. anw i had supper with him. he was qt nice! haha i dunno y he was so nice tday. haha evry1 is nice cz im happie =D so im more optimistic i guess!
1:31 AM;
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
sch was terribly boring tday! luckily ens and yau hauyin were sitting with me! 2 of em not lame la. chem lesson became a lil more interstg cz of their "witty" conversation =) i tink mrs lai is gg to haf a very bad impression of me. haha i hafn shown much interst in any of her lessons in a very long time. haha ill start nx yr =D hopefully shes not tchg me tho! haha i bet every1's hoping tt!
yoohindren isn following us up to sec4! twas qt sad but expectd. i mean shes been abs fer so many lessons! but i felt qt bad somehow hahaha whoops.
after sch i made many silly mistakes! resultd in me wastg like 15 dollars and embarrassing myself. blah. xinhui taught me how to play checkers just now! its act qt fun! i shall bug pple to play checkers with me from now on =)
10:49 PM;
Monday, November 01, 2004
i hafn blogged in a while! i shall start NOW.
29OCTOBER2004my bdae passed last friday and i felt so loved! every1 was messaging me at midnite! toy came online to wish me! diana also came online to wish me den she wantd to go off but we ended up talking until qt late ahha. i went to sch tt day! took lotsa nice pics hahaha AND i had a gr8 dinner at morton's! i love tt place! steak rox. dessert menu is WHOA. take my breath away ahahha literally! i was breathless wen i HEARD the dessert menu hahahah! theres no such thing as a menu there. listeng to the waiter tok is a lot better. ahah tho i lost him after a while! after i came back. i was ego! so i took more pics. self portraits haha onli like 2 were nice. out of wad. 10?
30OCTOBER2004 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL! was mel's bdae! din go out with her tho. i studied at home. went fer cat class. i wore giordano jeans. gosh. mel n jaslyn were wearg the same pair la! omg! jaslyn n i were wearg black tops also la. hahaha she pointd out tt i kip wearg the same old fcuk shirts to class! cant help it la! i haf v lil black shirts ahhaha n i sudd dun like those brite colours =T confirmation camp is coming! oh no! i dun realli wanna go. i mean the church toilets are so dirty! i dun even wanna use em lor. let alone bathe in em ahhaa we were discussing tt topic in class! the tcha did some "idol" thingy ahhaha evry1 cheer fer the grp rep. mel jaslyn n i were the lucky 3 hu din haf to go up! =D after class they made us sit on the floor. gosh. lucki i wasn wearg some skirt i cant sit in ahhaa i tink we were all lucky tt day! anw. jaslyn n i were like sitting up dam straight cz the jeans was low waist la. sit ont he floor with low waist BACK FACING the window isn realli good la. oh well we managed! we had to lock arms? haha so weird. after all that. i went fer mass with mel n jade! mel was so nice. she sat with me even tho her family din wanna move. jade kept squeezing my hand during our father. it ink it was like tryg to find out hu can squeeze harder! ahhaha so lame!
31OCTOBER2004 went to church with jaslyn in the morning! 2nd time dis week to pray fer monday haha. ling shi bao fuo jiao! i tink the hanyu fer fuo is wrong. oh well. we kept toking during the sermon tt the 2 ladees infront of us were turning back! hahaa! dam farne. first time im doing tt la! after mass jaslyn had to go see father david fer her interview. mel came too! hers was on tt day too. mels interview was surprisingly short. jaslyn's was long. after the interview we went to tp fer lunch! dragged jaslyn into the foodcourt hahaha mel had dis realli oily western fd. jaslyn ate laksa and i had wanton noodles. haah jaslyn eats REALLY SLOW. i bet its slower dan ying haha we had ice kachang fer dessert! =D after lunch we walked ard fer a while den jaslyn went home with her mom and my mum came so mel went home to study. tho i claimed i wantd to study, i went hp shopping with my mom! 6220 is so big la! dis sony ericsson fone was realli good. too bad i found it ugly. my mom tinks its nice la. its the one with the camera at the back then the front an swing here swing there ahhaha i cant rmbr the model. i was supp to get a new fone but i din cz nth interestd me BUT my mom came out with a new hp! haha she got the motorolla one. its super slim. dam ex and onli ahs basic functions? just one day later my moms alr complanig abt it haha!
1NOVEMBER2004 CHINESE O's! went relatively well. onli the stupid wan cheng ju zi i fergot to copy the sentences. more like i din noe la. gosh. after tt i went out with xinhui n ada! ada got her ipod and we were hafing a WITTY CONV hahaha xinhui was bored as usual hahah! ada dragged us 4rm wheelock to dhoby to get her skin but she din in the end. most of em were either outta stock or qt ugly hahaha! good stuff happened tday! =D and dafnie's a happy girl! =D
chatting to dee now! shes being domineering =( hahahah forcing me to add her in. actually. shes liek gettg influenced by ME. and possibly a bit of clare. ahhaahahha! shes getting ego-ier by the day! tho she wun admit it. she has to face the FACTS. FACT is tt she is becoming EGO! hahahah! i din even notice she rebonded her hair. wad a good fren! hahahah i felt qt bad but she will nv noe. ahhahaha my plan of putting dis at the end is to force her to READ. hahahaahah DIANA lee. if ure reading! TAG NOW. HURRY. sch tmr la. every1's on hol alr. n im stupidly still going fer sch. chem n lit. gosh the 2 most boring lessons. im fat so tmr im gg to the gym after sch! must work out! im gettg flabby! =(
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