Monday, January 31, 2005
tday was good! no family dance AND bio lesson was so fun! we cut up a pigs heart haha i stuck my finger through the aorta and the pulmonary artery i think. haha!
stayed back after sch to do the cny costume. i tell you im gg to come on cny to see siewluan! =)
had traing. then tuition. then DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES! i love tt show ahah its so damn good omg! =))
I KNOW WHAT YOU DID
IT MAKES ME SICK
IM GOING TO TELL
11:46 PM;
Saturday, January 29, 2005
the week is finally over! gosh. thank god. feel as tho the week lastd for 10 days! im so dead tired! sec4 life is NOT tt interestg anymore. like it ever was larh. haha i was qt excitd abt being the oldest in the school at first but then again. sec3 is so much better. blah im talking rot.
woke up at 1015 tday. had to get ready to see the dentist n to walk ard orchard. =) got out of the hse at 11. (appt was 1130) and mum said tt i was GOING TO BE SHOPPING BY MYSELF TDAY? i was like OMG NO. but she had to liek gif money to this family n go to the old folks home so i just said okay but i had no cash. she gave me 200. i was like 200? ARE U CRAZY. I WANNA BUY JEANS N U GIF ME 200? WHT ELSE DO U WANT ME TO BUY. 1 STUPID SHIRT FROM FCUK? anw after tt i was sulking haha! so spoilt rite! i felt spoilt too. haha! but i was really upset! was looking forward to a shopping trip with her! hm then mum made a detour. she went via holland rd instd. so she cud turn into redhill or smth to gif tt family the money. and drop by porshe to help my brother reserve his new car. lucky shit. haha he din get tt ugly masaratti in the end. thank god. its so freaking ugly larh! only pple like him will think its nice haha!
went to the dentist after tt. had my retainers fixed. the retainer for the lower jaw was pricking into my gums so i din wear it. heh when i went there. i got a scolding from the dentist. he was like "WHY ARENT U WEARG EM?!" then i told him it was hurting me. and he din reply. he just told me to put them on. so i did. and he PUSHED THE RETAINERS ALL THE WAY IN?! i was like OMG PAIN! he din seem to bother. he jsut went. "oh okay. i see the problem" but anw its fixed alr.
bought a doughnut from taka after tt! went to levis n got the levis 593! damn nice! i love it! mum got a pair too! twas the 599 i think. tried on the 501. din like it. its so high! pple like me shud stay AWAY from jeans like tt. u noe i lookd like a lil girl with my short body n all! hahaha! i was liek EWWWWW wen i put it on. haha enuff said. pple will get irritated n i dun nid pple knwing abt how bad my body is. argh. anw went down to guess after tt. nth nice. all the colours were so. bright. after tt we droppd by zara HOYEA. i love tt shop. got some nice tops from there! =) bought 4 tops in total! 2 of which were black HAHAHA. the others were off-white and green. its nice! ill wear it with my jeans on cny! lalala =) this is so excitg!
i still wanna go shopping! nx week! ill erm.book a hair appt. ahah! =) i hafn walked some parts of taka yet! only had 2 hrs to shop tday! b4 facial. oh god. they squeezed out my pimples. i wantd to cry! so painful! =( nx week i wanna go to the departmental store. get vday presents! =)
kevin's party is tday! thought i cud go larh. as in i din do too badly for the tests last week. expectd mum to b happy n decide to reward me or smth by lettg me go. still seh said no cz there was a family dinner on. oh well. sorry kevin! happy birthday anw! can u bliff tt moh actually flew down to sgp just for this party? omg! ahahahha! so shocking!
dinner latr at this north indian restaurant! kinda looking forward to it. i hafn eaten north indian fd b4! haha im feeling adventurous now! -grins- hmm i think i shall try greek food nx week! =)) hahahah! this is so fun. oh n did i mention tt im putting on wt? new yr goodies! omg.... im gettg fat!
6:35 PM;
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
pple congratulate me! i failed ss. great way to start the yr. first graded assignment i get back has a failing mark on it. gosh. its so worrifying!
chinese test tday! twas qt okay i guess. mrs tan hurt her back so she basically stays in our class all day long n we xchange classes with the other classes she takes. make sense? its smth like a home room system. at least we walk as much! i tell u! i rather the old way whereby u stay in class n wait for the tcha ahha its so much less tiring. esp wen i had traing ytd? and my legs are aching like mad! omg! good thing is tt i got to sit nx to cow during chem n chinese haha =) COW FEEL HONOURED K!
had piano tday also! i PASSED the song lalala =) zw took 2 weeks to pass it haha i think i took longer but still! she passed it during the hols haha =) im gna teac jaslyn how to play tt song. its so nice! =)
i realised tt im becoming a very boring person! (like xinhui! i bet its her influence!) its like i have NOTHING to say to anyone. any free time tt i get i jsut wanna spend it ALONE. but something always crops up n i dun get my alone time hahahaha. and wen i go online, i dun wanna talk to anyone! so i change my status but some pple just CANNOT take a hint omg. so i sign off. its not as tho i hate those pple hu talk to me but its more of i dun feel like talking to pple. AND wen i tell em tt im bz they still insist! omg i feel like slapping em! okay maybe not all are irritating. some pple are fun to talk to. some pple are as boring as me n they.. argh cannot stand it. i think im pmsing. shit
6:12 PM;
Sunday, January 23, 2005
okay shit the hols are ending! dun wanna go back to sch. waking up at 6 in the morng is such a chore! besides, one sec4 class will b selectd every monday to lead the family dance?! omg. i hope its not loyalty =)) imagine if i had to go up! omg i bet clare will b laughing her head off!
nx week. im gna haf erm 3 tests. amath emath chinese. haf i studied? not really. did amath for 2 days? (i mustve been mad. i hafn even touched emath!) tday im jz gna do chinese HAHA.
ive been like half studying half playing for the past two days! dl-ed so many movies =) and im gna finsih watchg em TODAY. erm. i watchd bridget jones2 AGAIN. dad got the dvd =) hm and a walk to rmbr. my 4th time watchg it and i still cried. omg im so useless hahahah! my brother kept luffing la. he kept saying "so cliche!" and i was hafg lunch n crying at the same time hahahaaha! imagine that!
SUSHI DATE WITH JASLYN TONIGHT! =) cant wait ahhaha last week i thought it was on sat? so i had to eat dinner by myself HAHA omg so embarrassing!
mum's out shopping tday. she did her hair in the morning and now shes shopping! i should b with her rite. its my duty as a daughter to help her spend her money =) but she did call back to ask me wht i wantd. and i said "nth" even though i wantd the levis 501 jeans! =( but somehow i had this feeling tt she was gna get the wrong colour so i decided not to.
im so bored. ahaha
2:12 PM;
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
school has been so fun! fazi n christina tan were abs from sch ytd and cz their lessons were after recess (BACK TO BACK MIND YOU! =)) we had free periods till the end of sch. and me, being the guai kia i am, wanted to study bio! at least finish writing my notes. every1 else was doing that! hm then leanne, melanie, huifen and christine came along and made me play mafia with em! they recruitd other pple too and we all playd the game tgther! =) lala im a good murderer. all hail =)
christina tan din come tday also. so we had 1 hr of murderer again in the infinity lab haha its so fun! i manged to play all the roles! =) i love tt game! hahaha its addictive!
ada, melanie, deborah fernie n me are in the runng to be singapore's first oscar winner! haha we're oh so good at being the murderer hahahaha im enjoying myself. ahha being egoistic and all hahahahah =)) hope no one reads this! hahaha im gg mad.
chemistry test was horrible. Horrible.HORRIBLE. i think im gg to fail qt badly. bio was qt good. haha stayed up till 3,4 plus last nite revising transport in mammals cz i realised i cudn rembr anything? shit?? so i was trying to jolt my memory by readg the thingy over and over again. in the end, nth came out. omg. i feel like murderg the person who set the paper with my amazing murdering skills hahah! if i dont do well for biology i will cry and get damn pissed haha cz i studied qt hard for this one! tried out a new technique of "consistant studying" this time. ahah it better work! i dun wanna belong to the category of pple hu haf horrible long-term memory BECAUSE it means tt i will get super stressed when the o's are ard the corner haha cramming everyday! eww
10:48 PM;
all hail! daphne is going to fail chemistry. im quite sure of it this time. i got titration and precipation and erm filtratn mixed up. so i had to re-write my ans 3 times. haha i pity the person marking my paper. its so messy! i was like frantically cancelling n writing, cancelling and writing ... hahaha WHOOPS. im so glad i din study harder tho! it wudn haf made any diff. i hate metals i tell u. i hate chemical analysis even more. everything looks the same to me! oh no!
tmr is biology. it better be good. i 'sacrificed' my chem paper for it! studied qt hard for it. hope i do well =( i want an a1. ive nv gotten one b4 =( alwyas missing by that few marks and by qt a lot for the topic on genetic engineering.
haha okay this is such a sad entry! and my wmp playlist is playing sad music! or at least it sounds sad even though its supposed to be motivational. hahaha hero by mariah carey! brings back supercamp memories! i miss camp A LOT =( cant wait for march! reunion! and cny! hope i get to go out. pls pls pls dun load me with tests and tests after cny! i wanna go out. i feel deprived!
for some reason i have this craving for good food. good food in a nice restaurant. yepp. i wanna go to mortons (HOYEA!). any nice italian restaurant will do too! haha i sound like a whiney lil kid. i shall whine like that on friday morning. ill go "MUMMIEEEEE I WANNTTT TOOO EAATT AATT A NIICEEE RREESSTTAUURRAANNTT TOODAYYY! (say the following real quick in an argumentative tone! say with conviction!) I DID NOT HAVE THE GOOD ONCE A WEEK DINNER AT A NICE RESTAURANT THING. WE ALWAYS HAVE IT. WHAT HAPPENED LAST WEEK. NO FAMILY DINNER? YOU ARE DEPRIVING ME OF MY FAMILY TIME! AND THAT IS BAD BECAUSE I WILL BE AFFECTED! I WILL KEEP THINKING THAT YOU ALL DON'T WANT ME ANYMORE AND I WILL FEEL HURT. MY HEART WILL BREAK INTO A GIZILLION PIECES! I DEMAND THAT WE ALL GO OUT AND ENJOY SOME QUALITY TIME AT A GOOD RESTAURANT TODAY. (in a whiney tone) okay? : ) "
haha do you think it'll work! i hope so! im quite desperate now HAHA. and im downloading a lot of movies to entertain me. i shall learn how to plug the pmc into the tv. so i can watch the downloaded movies on the tv. bigger screen =)
dad bought the bridget jones diary2 dvd ytd! pirated of cz. nth he buys is original. i have no idea why, its not as though he cant afford it! downloading music/movies is, altogether, a different thing! =) im more of previewing the songs/shows. if its good. i will buy the cd/dvd! SEE its different in his case. anw im gg to watch the dvd despite of my anti-piracy views BECAUSE i am going to buy the dvd so it doesnt really count. im going to buy the disk eventually anws! its their fault because theyre taking so long to come out with the dvd!
UPDATED 2.42am
IM SO BORED.BIO IS DRIVING ME NUTS. AND I LOVE THIS SONG. my new fav singer for tonite is toni braxton hahaha i love her voice! its so different! (in a good way!)
unbreak my heart-toni braxton
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on
1:29 AM;
Sunday, January 16, 2005
tday i thought i was supp to meet jaslyn in church! then we i msged her to confirm she din reply so i went to church anyways. latr i cudn find her! so i had dinner by myself. ahha then wen she finally replied she said tt it was tmr not tday! whoops? so sushi date got pushed back =( thanks to me la!
studied bio tday! cz i cudn concentrate i took one whole day to do tt transport in mammals shit. woke up at 2? startd after lunch at 230 then studied and played till 545. hm. changed my blog temp, visitd every1's blog to get the addys cz i lost it and kept changing songs ahha! barely did 4 pages. went to church after tt and came home ard 8? practiced piano till 845. HOHO i masterd like half the song. lala! =) hm then bathed till 940 and startd work!
this time i switchd off the comp =) hoyea! i rock ahahah! but my pmc was playing songs la. i wud die of boredom without it! erm. doodled qt a bit. i dun even noe y i did tt. i dun usually do it cz i noe i suck and i dun wanna reinforce tt fact haah! anw i threw away all the bad pics =) ahha only left 1 tt i thought was rather nice. ahha anw! erm. studied till 120AM and FINISHED tt chap. thank god.
erm. i had like 1/2 bottle of coke cz the gassy feeling is so shuang! and i had coffee durin dinner? shit i can forget abt sleeping tnite hahaha! =)
1:22 AM;
Sunday, January 09, 2005
ok shit. my mood swings are srsly scaring me. its like 1 moment im happily shopping. the nx im so pissed off and i dunno y! omg
10:44 PM;
Sunday, January 02, 2005
shit school is starting tmr. dun wanna go back and face my new form teacher. omg the way she speaks can srsly put me to slp. and its not as if i dun slp enuff in sch alr. dang! hafn even touched my holiday hw. omgg
oh yes and dad increased my allowance tday by 50 dollars =) all hail! hahahaha! yay!
dedicated to ada low.
ADA THE TEDDA LOVES TO GO TO FUNTELLA.
FUNTELLA IS A PLACE IN THE BOTTLE OF NUTELLA
DAFFY THE VEGGIE LOVES TO EAT NUTELLA
SHE DIPS A PIECE OF FRUITELLA INTO THE NUTELLA
AND WIPES OUT THE WHOLE OF FUNTELLA (oh no!)
YAY SHE EATS UP THE TEDDA
2:02 PM;
