i DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. period.
ive got like a gizillion things to do and i cant sit myself down to finish em. something will jsut distract me 10 min latr. tday it was chocolate. i cant stand myself.
i mean like every1 tells you that the june hols are very fast and you must make good use of it. HAHA have i? seriously, no. ive attended lots of dinners, lunches, shopping sprees with my mum and her friends. (yes, i rather hang out with them than my friends. i dont know why. i feel less guilty perhaps?) if ive learnt anything this hol, its how to dress appropriately for a lunch/dinner date HAHA. thats it. quite bimbotically spent i think. i was busy talking about losing wt instead of doing my homework. have i lost weight? haha no. so basically the holiday was wasted.
going back to school for that 2 weeks was a waste too. it wasnt as though anyone got anything into their heads (at least i din). i was bz thinking abt the lit and eng seminars ahha i dont know why!
do you know that i havent even touched my chiense hol hw and i just found out today (one day before school starts) that there is going to be a chinese test on tues. HAHA great. 2 books and i havent started. social studies is barely done too. (not even half.) history was totally UNTOUCHED. only did one chapt for amath. emath? i was bz studying for the test but im not even done with that stupid surface aread thing. bio was untouched. chem was quite okay lah (if i have anything to be proud of, its chemistry (: ) chinese was untouched. er lit was untouched too. haha seriously screwed up. now im even too lazy to space em out properly so people reading this will have an easier time. haha oh well.

ytd was my godbrother's wedding. the first wedding ive ever attended! it was in the church of st francis xavier. my mum did the flowers. they were very pretty! but the church made her take everything down after the ceremony. somehow, i realised that my mum is actually really creative and artistic. evidently, i din get any of her genes. my artwork is like shit ahah (all my art pieces from pri 1 were done by her)
oh and the bride ytd, SO PRETTY. shes so slim lah. and her tummy. what tummy? omg! so jealous ahha and her hair was perfect. ahh (yes im jealous). when they did the 'i promise to love you in sickness and health.....' i almost cried! i think that part is very meaningful and touching haha. of cs i din cry, did my best to hold those tears back! anw i felt qt stupid there. cs it was a church ceremony, there was a mass as well but i wasnt sure of when to kneel, sit and stand. so i kind of depended on the people around me. there was this part whereby every1 was supposed to stand but i stupidly looked at the people on the right (who werent even catholics). so when they didnt stand, i pulled my mum down when she stood. so i was kind of half standing half sitting. bah, stupid lah. AND I WAS IN FRONT. i bet the priest saw. haha
after the ceremony, there was a lunch reception at the canteen. the food was apparently very good ( i din eat, was saving my stomach for french fries at home!) the priest is very friendly. he came over and talked to us (my brother and i cs my mum and dad were off socializing). haha i felt complimented when he said that he thought i was my brother's WIFE. HAHA i look matured =) but its qt funny cs i do look like my brother. anw we din bother asking, just laughed it off and i especially enjoyed it HAHA. I LOOK MATURED =D.
after the lunch, we went home to get ready for the dinner that night. actually i bought this top from arab street that goes very well with my skirt but i realised my godma was wearg the same colours that day in church. so i had to change. i thought the top made me look qt ah sao. haha and my impression of my godma..=x in the end, i settled for this casual looking top that i usually wear with JEANS. had to borrow my mum's shawl so i wouldnt look too casual.
during the dinner, we were seated at this table with 2 other families. one of them was just an old couple, the other was a family of 3 (couple + daughter). you know, when i saw their daughter, my first impression was 'shes def 13 or 14 yrs old'. she HAD THE LOOK. like she was younger than me, at the very least, i was very sure she was younger than me. she had long, straight hair and was wearing this off-white long sleeved top with a v-shaped lace thingy in front. anw, she looked like the ultimate plain jane. probably that was one of the reasons that made me think that she was younger than me? okay, also cs she has the young girl face. BUT. latr, i found out that she was 25! for a moment, she became the topic of our conversations. her parents had a very good time telling us about how people have a hard time believing that shes 25 haha it was quite funny. SO when my mum told them i was 16, they din believe it. HAHA AGAIN, I WAS HAPPY. i like to look old. HAHA whoops.
anw the wedding dinner was a little cliche. as in, everything was so standard. the food (which was good) and the stuff the bride n groom did. thank god they din sing karaoke. i heard some pple do that =T gosh. imagine a bunch of drunk people trying to reach tt high note. omg. ill go deaf.

10:49 PM;

MUSIC BATON FROM SALE NG.

TOTAL VOLUME OF MUSIC ON MY COMPUTER:
4 gb? i got more movies =D

LAST CD BOUGHT
shakira's new album! (:

5 SONGS I LISTEN TO A LOT, OR THAT MEAN A LOT TO ME
1] nelly --- errtime
2] will smith --- switch
3] eminem --- ass like that
4] britney spears --- sometimes
5] verticle horizon --- best i ever had

5 PEOPLE IM PASSING THE BATON TO
1] ada
2] et
3] jael
4] zhewei
5] dania

2:34 PM;

yay finallys chool's out for the nx 4 days =) thank god lah. its so tiring to go to school everyday, esp when your whole mind is in the 'study at home'/holiday mode. havent done much lately, been gg out a lot with mum and pple are studying like crazy. again, whoops. haha

oh ytd my mum's friend's relatves had dinner with us. they wantd to go to a pub after that. obviously my mum n i had no idea, so my mum just drove to boat quay and parked her car there. okay i did know b4 hand tt we were gg to a pub after dinner, so i tried to dress up a lil more maturely. but i still looked dan young lah. even the lady from the restaurant called me 'xiao mei mei' and when we were walking along the pubs at boat quay, every1 was looking at me! with those weird expressions on their faces. omg so irritating! they made me feel so uneasy. then when we enterd this pub, (thank god it wasn those weird weird ones with drunk pple singing at the top of their voices) we sat down and orderd drinks. then this girl asked us wht we wantd to drink. I BET SHE COULDN TELL I WAS BELOW 18. (: she only said "UNDERAGE" when my mum orderd coke for me. (:


as we sat down we startd to talk. the conversation we had kinda made me feel that sg students seriously has no life, at all. i mean our world revolves ard school, studies, results, projects, a little bit ard friends and gg out with em. thats it? pple here arent allowed to really do something they love doing while theyre still in school cs the edu sys doesn allow them to do it. everyday we're like bombarded with tests and exams? so much so that we srsly have no time for anything else. esp now? even that pathetic one month holiday has been reduced to a 1 week and 4 days holiday. blah anw i just hate the stupid system here.

3:31 PM;

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