its starting to feel a bit weird to go home after school at liek 4 plus now. i think ive been going out too much haha. ytd i left jamie to go swimming! (which i did..I WENT TO THE GYM TOO (: ) got my much needed exercise. today i came home to STUDY math. i have like 2 chapts to do by tmr cs of the test (which i think im gna fail). the notes are like useless lah. its not like i understand them anw.. so in other words, im really screwed for tmr.

tday is dad's birthday. i just found out cs i saw the birthday cake in the fridge from the hotel. haha some daughter.. anw its not like he remembers. i bet he forgot too (: which makes it good for me since i didnt get him anything.. ill prob go wish him later.

oh and im starting to believe what aaron said abt blogs HAHA its so true.

6:43 PM;

dinner with clare on friday was damnnn good! i missed her! haha even though she was LATE, we still had a great time haha we had dinner at bobby rubinos at chijmes! they have amazing ribs! and the chocolate volcano is OMG.

funorama ytd was okay lah haha i didnt spend all my tickets. i got 40 dollars from clare lah. HOW TO SPEND. i was like buying food to share with my classmates but still, i had to give $16 to claudio haha met a lot of nj people there and loads of other people too haha didnt expect to see mandy and claudio there lah
benny boy was being irritating. he kept taking random (and ugly, as usual) pictures of people and he startd a cotten candy fight. omg.

10:33 AM;

road run tmr and i dont knw if i should go. im kinda lazy but i wanna lost weight haha nj's food is too good to resist :) meeting clare for dinner tmr at 8pm! chijmes! im quite excited haha its been ages since i last saw her lah.
school was okay today. felt so sleepy during math lecture and tutorial. fell asleep in the tutorial then mr yeo was like 'im gg to call soemone to ans this qn. im sure it will shock the person' omg and he called me lah. i swear he did it on purpose even though he had to check the namelist. anw he asked me a really simple qn but cs i wasnt listeng, i answerd wrongly and i lookd really stupid.

8:07 PM;

happy valentines day! school was great today! (partly cs i didnt take my med so i was awake throughout) brought the balloons to sch for the ogls and gave everyone in class presents! okay maybe not everyone. i couldnt find rong en ANYWHERE LAH he like disappeard. so his present is with me now.. will give him tmr i think

as from today, valentines is a day for friends and friends only. family not included. my mum couldnt stop pissing me off all day lah. first in the morning with the jae application and later with her condescending usage of words. okay she doesnt find them condescending but i do! its just her tone of voice and facial exp? like im talking seriously to her and shes like joking and laughing. wth. okay i think its just me. i cant stand it when pple do that. its just another one of my pet peeves haha
anw, i was asking her about ac ib, then her first reaction was NO. omg with no reason lah. just NO. and my dad was there, he just catalysed the whole convo. he always tries to end the convo and inserts words like 'bloody' in lah. wth. hes my dad lah. im minding my language, the least he could do was to follow suit lah.'i dont care abt which bloody school you go to as long as you give me you bloody results'. omg he couldve tried expanding his vocab there. anw, i got so pissed when my mum was like 'ni hen wu zhi' and laughed. its like so whtever can. argh.
but at least she helpd me make a decision lah. it wouldve gone so much better without the sarcasm and she tried reasoning rationally with me and not just NO before all the reasons. anw i dont think ill get past my 2nd choice. but im really quite scared that i may not like vj. should i put nj as 2nd instd? at least ill be sure of the people and env and all but somehow im still apprehensive of nj. i mean nj is really a school school and i go to school to destress and home to study. but nj is really stressing me out alr cs people are studying and i knw im really lagging behind but somehow i just dont feel like doing anything. i keep procrastinating im getting frustrated haha.
and yah i know my reason for pickg vj over nj makes rj look like 'huh then why she choose that school' honestly, i dont knw either. im just getting the 'bloody results' i guess. stupid.

and now, not only do i feel bitchy, i feel dumb as well. i cant even make a stupid decision on my own lah. talk about independence haha. my foot.

12:28 AM;

im a happy girl today! going dinner with mum later to celebrate! yay! (:

went to school today at 720 for flag raising! it felt so good to be back lah. ada, jieying alana and me sang the school song! haha i havent done that in ages. i knw it sounds super corny but yeah, we missed it.
we wore the sn uni and i didnt wear the school badge so i lookd like just another sn girl. kinda explains why mrs seet caught me for my hairband and low li eng asked me why i wasnt in class later in the canteen (she went OH after she saw our faces though). i think we were the first sec4s to go back to school!
we talked, took pics and walked ard the school; so fun! haha charlotte looks exactly the same. some people look a little different but some stayed the same eg. charlotte! ahha still as qian bian (:

sec4 loyalty! well, just a group of us.













dee gave me a disc during the results thing. but i lost it? omg. sorry dear!

5:40 PM;

korea was good! spent 8 days with my family there, food was good. lotsa pork (but they taste like beef to me!), lotsa table bbq and hot pot. hot pot got boring. but how can table bbq ever get boring :) did a bit of skiing, fell and got a bruise; fun fun fun!
oh this is a picture of the kimchi i made! i did the one on the left

school has been horrible. im completely lost in my chem and math lectures; econs and lit isnt so bad although lit is def more difficult than it would usually be. surprisingly, im worried but not that worried so as of now, im not doing anything about it. ill start once pae is over, now ill cont playing haha
tennis tryouts wasnt that good either. first 5 min was complete crap lah and service was qt off. and this is the cca that i really wanna join. great lah. oh well. i got into the cca but not the team so technically, that means that i dont have to train with them till their season this yr is over, which will prob be in may. i may not even be in nj lah.
as for chem prac, i still suck. haha had the 2nd prac today. if not for gaby, i wouldve DIED. haha i heated aq cuso4 and waited for it to turn dark blue. omg lah. forgot to add naoh, wht kinda reaction was i waiting for! oh and i almost got burnt by the boiling products at the end. great right ahha some things just dont change

10:37 PM;

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