COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!
hooray!
after 2 weeks of having absolutely no life, its finally over. although i dont think i fared very well, im happy nonetheless.
today has been relatively productive. mum woke me up at 9, thinking there was school (wow i know) and after realising that she was freaking out for no reason, she dragged me to the gym with her. managed to watch 2 episodes of the oc in the gym! dammit i love that show (: ryan is HOT. seriously.
mum left earlier than me bcs she needed to see her doctor at 11 so i stayed in the gym, watching my oc. it was surprisingly full for a friday morning and yes, as usual, there were a lot of ac people. it felt so weird being the only st nicks girl there (i was wearing the sn pe shirt)
anw, when i was done, i headed down to the clubhse to eat but after being told that i had to change ( WTH ) i decided to leave. so i called mum, who said she could only reach in 20 min, and decided to walk out, in hope that some kind soul would offer to give me a lift
i was SO right. this middle aged guy offered me a lift, which i graciously took, and sent me to a bus stop near my hse, which is just opp sicc. we talked for a bit in the car and he sounded so much like my dad when he kept persuading me to learn golf. gosh what is it with older men and golf. i really dont see how it can be THAT fun. it really didnt seem that fun to me last year when i attempted to learn. anyways, before i left, he asked if i wanted to keep in touch. dammit my answer was damn fucking good. HAHA. 'its okay, im always in the club so ill definitely see you around' oh yeahh haha alright i cant help feeling good about it. heaven knows why.

im going to town in a bit! going to shop around before meeting ed. this weekend is gonna be DAMN FUN, i swear. tmr im meeting aaron weiqi and kevin, on sunday im going shopping and manicuring with my mum (yes, she wants to be pampered with me. hooray!) i think, im going to drag her into mandarin shopping gallery. i havent been in yet! and they seem to have nice stuff!

as you can see, im excited. very excited. the notion of shopping just excites me. HAHA.
alright, thats enough blabbering for one day.
bye people!

12:16 PM;

3 papers down. 1 more to go! and its math. oh joy!
i must say that the lit paper was LOADS better than i had expected it to be. i thought that the questions for pc and hod would seriously stump me. they turned out okay. it seemed as though everyone thought that hod was easy haha probably bcs we all mugged like shit for that one book and sorta hecked othello. at least that was the case with me. haha i hecked everything apart from hod. oh well, its all over now. now its just math, then freedom! before the pressure of the promos come. 100% on promos seriously is.. omg. but its not as though i would like cts to be counted

anws, no one told me that the lit paper would be a 3 hour long paper. firstly, my ass seriously hurt after sitting for SO LONG. not to mention, i was freezing my fingers off! it was so cold in the hall, i was even reluctant to flip the pages of my book to get quotes. i would just try to write down ANY quote i could think of. undeniably, i was trying to be brave this afternoon when i decided against bringing my jacket. so much for foolish bravery.
i will definitely be smarter tomorrow. math paper is in LT1. ive never been in but i heard that its really big and cold. im going to bring a BIG jacket there. its another 3 hour paper. oh dear.

on the bright side, after that 3 hours, ill be free! at least for the next one week. ample time for me to get a facial after 93414974782 MONTHS and do some well-deserved shopping. (:

10:50 PM;

okay. fuck. i fell aslp. in 4 hours, i officially accomplished nth apart from 20 pages of hod (leaving me with 20 more), 2 blog entries and a lot of snacking. i finished all the pears in the fridge. omg. pig. and i was planning on startg on math. seriously.OH MY GOD, i suck.
anw mum just came back. guess what? she just went SHOPPING. wtf. i wanna shop too! my hands have been itching since the last time i actually walked into a shop with the intention of BUYING something. argh.
anyways, i have 3 more minutes before i can say that i officially waste 4hrs of my day so i SHOULD make it useful. the rest of the entry is going to be about heart of darkness. i really hope it intrigues you and you enjoy it as much as i do.

1. the notion of civilising, which some people may equate to 'saving' a group of people (eg. the Africans) is what, according to marlow, justifies the actions of the colonialists and is the distinguishing factor between them and the romans who conquered england.

2. marlow questions the need for colonialism in the first place by comparing colonialism to the grench war ships firing into a continent instead of a human target - 'Nothing could happen', or rather, nothing worth noting ould come out of it, man could never overpower nature.

this is redundant. i shall continue reading my book. lets hope there wont be a third entry of the day HAHA. bye people!

3:58 PM;

As predicted, chemistry was a sick paper. revolting to the CORE. now let us all pray, that i can even get the damned sub pass. 35% is all i ask for. doesnt sound like much to ask for, really. well, one thing to be happy about, the difficult papers are over and all im left with now is lit and math. yay (: im already half done.
mum seemed worried when i told her that i was going to fail again. after that 5 min talk in the car, we agreed that jc chemistry is somewhat like jc math to my brother - unpassable. but eventually, alls well that ends well. hopefully i can get a b for it and hopefully the school wont make me drop it by the end of the year.
okay im off to read heart of darkness. i will finish 40 pages without falling asleep. really, i will! its really SUCH a fascinating book that stimulates the mind. gosh, joseph conrad is such a genius. alright ciao people! (:

10:45 AM;

under the influence of clare, i have once again decided to be a die-hard narcissist. since last year, ive put the camera away and somehow, stopped the bad habit. but when clare came over the other day, everything changed. she reminded me of the joys of taking pictures of yourself! and of course, we cam whored instead of studying chem. well i managed 1 chapt of my notes, although i didnt really retain much of it, while she did only 4 pages. oh well, proves that best friends arent for studying. hee (:
met up with kevin aaron and weiqi on saturday! weiqi brought her friend, samantha, who's really pretty AND a natural at pool. dammit. as i was almost an hour late, thanks to math tuition and a really stupid tangent question, they had lunch at macs and thereby compelled me to have my lunch at macs too. its not that i hate macs, its just that im quite sick of it. anyways, i had an apple pie and off we went to island creamery! i tried the baked alaskan. SHIT GOOD. go try (: its strawberry ice cream inside, if im not wrong. aaron insists that they set fire to the cream covering the ice cream, giving it its slightly burnt colour. honestly, i dont really believe him even though it seems possible. we were having so much fun, weiqi and samantha ponned school to play pool with us! its kinda like a big thing for weiqi becs she has never ponned school in her life. amazing, i know. i think ive skipped so many days, ive lost count (even excluding last year)

as you can see. i must be really really really bored because im blogging the night before the chemistry test about events that happened days ago. i know i really should be studying but im going to just heck it. its not as though i can pass. ive never passed a single chem test since the beginning of this year! and even if i do pass my promos, its never going to be becs i studied for an extra hour tonight. lets all just pray that i dont fail too badly tomorrow! and to those who are still mugging their asses off, good luck! im off to bed (:
nights!

10:44 PM;

i failed AGAIN. okay but it really wasnt my fault this time. i had no clue that arenes was tested till like 2 min before the paper. by then i was too lazy to study haha i just prayed and hoped that they wouldnt test too much on arenes.
i was SO wrong. i saw so many benzene rings i was ready to slaughter tim wee haha he sat next to me and he did this log thingy that eventually spelt out my name in weird combinations of alphabets.
studied in school for a bit with wt, chloe, constance and crunch. when mum picked me up, we went for lunch! dim sum to satisfy my dim sum cravings haha (:
at this study session, i learnt that red bull really works wonders. its even better than coffee! but its effects are kinda scary. hence, i am trying to resist the temptation of buying a can tmr while on my way home from school. i have econs and math. haha i cant wait to see vadis rxn when lim min and i present him with his flag haha

10:42 PM;

lit trip photos are up! it took over 2 hours to upload lah. gosh
the trip was generally okay. didnt get to do much shopping though, only a lil bit here and there. huiling and i had to skip lunch several times just to have time to shop. the last day was prob the best. shopping at harrods! or rather, around harrods. i didnt even bother to go in. i was so broke, i had to shop AROUND harrods. i managed to get some stuff from fcuk and zara so i really shouldnt be complaining haha

since my return, i have attempted to study, albeit rather unsuccessfully. however, ive managed to study chem, chem and nothing BUT chem. theres this lecture test tmr. i REALLY REALLY wanna pass it, pass chem FOR ONCE. yah ive been failing. and no, i havent been failing by JUST a few marks. rather, ive been failing by A LOT. somehow i cant pass despite having studied. oh well. (how pathetic, i know) tomorrow will prob be a good gage of how im gna fare in the coming cts.

met up with aaron weiqi and kevin on friday! intended to watch a movie but we ended up sitting at coffee bean eating cheesecake (: for dinner. twas good seeing em after so long haah i kinda missed em (:

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