sometimes i dont know why i do things
maybe cos i find it charming.

9:35 PM;

you dont know how much i dread seeing you this weekend. no tomorrow.
ive been avoiding you all week cos each time i see you, i wanna shout those words in your face once more.
fuck you, seriously. you and everyone who stands on your side.

12:01 AM;

so annoying.
just had to be the day before prelims. just had to be you. chauvinist.
i think i have a little bit of a language problem when i get upset. oh well.
im still not sorry. not like you care.

11:30 PM;

DEAR CLARE,
your tagboard is spoilttt. go fix it.
anyways. i dont say 'your eyes look amazing when you cry' i think. at least i cant remember. and even if they did. mine prob look better swollen and red. HAHA and your blog is so stupid. right click it and it goes 'click that again and ill bite you' id really cont clicking if you were with me then but i didnt cos itd be stupid. you wouldnt really bite me. id bite you first. HA.
LOVE DAFFY

11:22 AM;

after a rather upsetting day,
soemthing just happened and it made everything so much better
im so fucking materialistic.

8:21 PM;

after eating a depressing chemistry lesson and a tub of ice cream
i thought of sth really funny

Young man, there's no need to feel down.
I said, young man, pick yourself off the ground.
I said, young man, 'cause you're in a new town
There's no need to be unhappy.

It's fun to stay at the s-p-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the s-p-c-a.

They have everything that you need to enjoy,
You can hang out with all the GIRLS ... :D

HAHA.
okay ignore that

7:52 PM;

these cold hands and blue nails remind me of you
and how much i know i take you for granted

1:52 AM;

i feel like changing blogggg

8:53 PM;

i'm gonna miss you.

11:44 PM;

i think i'd win the prize for champ procrastinator.
i actually wanted to sleep early tonight but i stupid offered to help my dad upload songs to his new n95. even though it doesnt sound that bad. it was. i spent 2 hours uploading 149 songs. i didnt even have to put so many songs in but i just HAD to. damn. anyways. 3/4 of the time, i was trying to figure out how to damn thing worked.

yeah im a techno noob.
you shouldve seen that smile when i realised i knew how to do it. hahaha actually i couldve finished it in like 1/2 the time if i actually realised what the buttons on the phone meant. nevermind. haha i dont think im doing a very good job explaining anyways

anyhowww clare got stalked by an old man HAHA
funny girl. lucky im meeting you tomorrow! (:
if i dont look too bad, we'll take photos haha

GG FOR INORG.
1.10 and im not half done. ohmygod. i still have... :(
hudfssdfjsdfjklsdfkjsdfksdfksdfklasdf
no lword? :((

well my speaker is making weird noises. its kinda freaky so i guess that adds to my shopping list for this weekend. haha i might as well just get a new com

1:07 AM;

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today tests my mugging skills. hahaha
okay maybe not.
im so bored. i wanna watch l word.
but no timeeeeeeee :(
im left with the last epi that i didnt watch properly the last time
argh argh argh
asdfhjsdfjkasdfjkasdkasdjidjajdurharlwordjsdfhjdfhjadodd :(

inorgggggggg hahahaha i just realised how inappropriate that word is.
HAHA i amuse myself. okay forget it.
i wanna watch lword :(

10:01 PM;

oh my god. i DID NOT just waste 2 hours doing absolutely NOTHING :(
sigh i kept thinkg of post a's. the class chalet (and how'd it be-im rather optimistic i must say!), travels, parties, brothers wedding.... its gonna be so much fun. :D tah dah!
for now its, books, papers, notes, pens, more notes more revision.
EEEEEEEE :(

OH i got a new phone. YAYYYYYY :)
finally to replace my age old nokia 6220. yeah the one i used in sec3 HAHA.
see i lost my n80 while eating bak ku teh last year. i guess it was a blessing in disguise. i didnt like it very much anyways. and FINALLY i've found a phone that i actually like. so THERE. im happy.

i realised consumer goods make me happy. i like consuming. i think i was born for it. HAHA right. capital goods (eg. books) are kind of pissing me off now since i have an inorg test tmr and all i wanna do is blabber and blabber and blabber (haha my take on econs)
AND
clare just cancelld on me. bloody.
even though its hardly her fault. haha
no it is. she led me on. bloody

hahaha
clare baby good luck for tomorrow! :)


COUNTDOWN TO CHEM TUITION: 30 min 21s

4:24 PM;

i'm fucking cold and i feel like a bitch

1:00 AM;

my com's back on! it blew up a few days ago. i was qt sad cos i had to use my mums com.
she uses windows vista now. its pretttyy cool. hahaha but ive been advised against changing it. so im gonna be sticking with my very old xp.
im changing my cpu and my screen and my printer (which spoilt prob a gazillion yrs ago) so the next time yall see my com its gonna be NEW. and a lot smaller. its alr a lot neater! i got the guy to neaten up all the wires for me. i even found the cable for my zen pmc HAHA yeah the huge v uncool one that i thought was the coolest shit on earth.
maybe ill change my keyboard and mouse too.

COMPUTER SHOPPING THIS WEEKEND. argh.

8:44 PM;

recently, i have come to see the greed in me. i think its something thats once started, cannot stop. and all you see is yourself spiraling deeper and deeper. one day i'm going to end up. for the longest time (a record time) it didnt bother me. i was comfortable with it.and now i cant stand every bit of it. no that doesnt equate to low self-esteem. i still think i'm okay with it. and i can sometimes see the good in it but im just not as comfortable with it now. everything ive said was bullshit. i just didnt want to. yes i woke up one morning and decided on it. i keep wanting more. and more. sure i have days when i forget about it. but thats prob 2 out of the 7 days in a week. the other 5.. the effects are too tempting.

6:21 PM;

stay with it stay with it. stop thinking. i guess i always knew this was gonna happen. i didnt expect anything more and i was right. you couldnt offer anything more. so tell me again why im so fucking affected by it. i should slap myself and slap myself again. i guess this will be yet another one fading into the background.

11:03 PM;

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