today i did sth so embarrassing, id say it could be UNPRECEDENTED.
seriously, such an idiot. my mum had fun laughing at me, esp when she heard the last part. thank god baby came down and helped me out. hahaha GOD idiot i swear.

12:27 AM;

maybe ive really crossed the line. like leapt over it unconsciously and now im far far away from it. it was all in the voice, the eagerness under that tone of indifference. like someone who has been forced to give up. yet i dont know when i crossed it, when i shouldve stopped and if given a second chance, i wouldnt change anything for anything. so what went wrong and where do i draw that line. it seems to me i dont have it - that one base line that everyone has. moral values that i should have, i dont have. religious values that i should have, i dont have. factors that shouldve have contributed to forming that base line didnt really form mine. and now that youve seen it i know youre disgusted. it was in your tone, your eyes, your actions. i could tell you were hurting inside but i just stood there, stared at you and stood by my point, refusing to be swayed. i know im not what you say i am yet im not sure because it came from you.

1:13 AM;

i think it grows on you. i liked it, hated it and now i like it again. cos so many people were using that song for their shoutouts, msn nicks, pmsg... i decided to listen to it again and yeah its not that bad. kind of like it now. hehe.
its britneyyy bitch,
gimme, gimme more, gimme more, gimme, gimme more
haha (:
still a britney fan!

9:05 PM;

praise god.
i couldnt find that newspaper with the tour i was gonna sign up for so i went down to search the pile of to-be-recycled newspapers. GUESS WHAT I FOUND.

ALL of my econs notes.
fuck?
my heart stopped and stopped again. it wouldve jumped out and froze if it could. ALL OF MY ECONS NOTES. wth. totally crossing the line. whatever happened to 'dont throw away anything in my room' i swear she doesnt listen.
now im pissed.
fuck.
imagine if i hadnt gone down BY CHANCE to look for the newspapers.
i think i wouldve taken a knife killed her then killed myself. oh my god. my econs notes for gods sake.

10:09 PM;

took a trip to chinatown with my baby on sat. checked out tours and stuff. yeah i wore that white dress. ITS NEW. i had a nice full body shot in it but he deleted it. apparently i looked like a ghost. bullshit. it was just the black background
i think im going to bake tomorrow. plenty of ingredients left from yesterday so maybe ill try that choco pudding again. even though it turned out looking like shit ytd.

ps: its supposed to look like shit.

10:39 AM;

time was never so annoying.
12 hrs till the end of prelims.
a month plus till i turn 18. hehe (:
america's next top model in 1 hr!

9:37 PM;

i dreamt of p-values and probability distribution curves.
i was actually trying very hard to find the pvalue. sth i guess i really wouldnt bother to do if i had the answers.
so lame.

8:19 AM;

You're so transparent
How you stumble 'round those words,

7:47 PM;

yesterday i told my tutor about my 8am rush on monday.
HE LAUGHED
:(

9:19 AM;

its ending soon!
i dont think i did well.
PASS PASS just pass. :(

anyways i really think we're gonna grow fat tog. haha oops

12:05 PM;

terribly fucked.
i need to stop time.

6:17 PM;

some smart ass thought the econs paper was at 8am.
brilliant.
i couldve slept in. and it was RAINING

10:19 AM;

yesterday i came home to a VERY pleasant surprise.
really didnt expect it. i love you guys SO MUCH (even though A LOT of the pics were blurrr) somebody has shaky hands.






















my very gay friends haha
i even got a baked alaska and a "surprise" visit while i was studying out
awwwww (:
kevin you ALWAYS let the cat out of the bag.
love you allll (:

better still, i got another visit AFTER i got home last night!

3:28 PM;

i think im really getting it to work for me. saved me a lot of awkward instances.
ive been hiding out and i hope its working.
i needa go to town SO BAD.

3:17 PM;

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